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So Damn Happy

by Lez Paul

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havalina Exploding onto the scene like an invasive species! Favorite track: The Other Coast.
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1.
How I talk How I walk What I wear My skin’s too fair I’m always that girl with the kinky hair What are you? That question invites Loneliness and shame to plague my mind Until I let the flames of my rage burn it down And all that’s left is acceptance And a whole lot of pride And a whole lot of pride Rum and tequila And Yuengling There are grapes on the floor and my bra’s on the table The plants on my windowsill, consumed by my cat about a week ago Hot sauce stains on the carpet and you’re not here I moved to the happiest city in the world but I’m still not happy I can’t be finished yet But I think I’m burnt out Am I burnt out? I’m burnt out The happiest city in the world but I’m still not happy I can’t be finished yet But I think I’m burnt out Am I burnt out? I’m burnt out But I’m 23 I’m young but I’m not feeling my age I’m not religious or atheist I’ve got some common sense and I know that you’re not coming back to me Windows helped me look into her living room Where you two spend your afternoons So fuck you, fuck you, fuck you (fuck you) and all you put me through I think it’s time for me to move I moved to Pittsburgh just last week and now I’m so damn happy We’re here in the basement having a good time so thank you for coming out I moved to Pittsburgh just last week and now I’m so damn happy And I’m not finished yet I’m not burnt out And fuck you for saying so whoa All we need is acceptance and a whole lot of pride
2.
To my left, a windswept wall To my right, the sweeping blue And after almost forgetting the other coast In between, just me and you Just us Drive for eternity On that Ribbon of road Actors' homes, those Caramel views Death close by at every turn The fog it rolls in, the tide it goes out We watch by as the waves churn Just us Drive for eternity On that Ribbon of road On the boardwalk in Santa Cruz, ate cotton candy electric blue In San Fran, fireworks over the bay hypothermia threatened, we decided to stay For ten whole days, we just cruised controlled the time we had to lose the game of life was miles ahead in so much laughter and unspent bread We slept like babies in outdoor spaces and ate like kings in public places I forgot the world, I forgot my post and through it all, I held you close And through it all… I couldn’t quite forget the other coast To my left, a windswept wall To my right, the sweeping blue
3.
Betta 05:17
I haven’t seen you for a while not since they sent you out to sea I know you’re not accepting letters perhaps you got the one from me though It’s a message in a bottle and when it washes up to port you’ll be drinking water by the glass But if you could reply. (Hey!) If you could reply You’d halt these fantasies of mine Fins of red and blue floating by means of rainfall alone floating in a rice paddy in China it’s in his head Hey Beta can you tell me Do they ever change your water Hey Beta can you tell me Does the shaking make you sea sick Hey Beta can you tell me How long has it been since someone knocked over your Dixie Cup I wonder what is in your head with fins and scales so beautiful how did your fate bring you to this aquarium at Mall-mart with pirate ships and bubbling treasure chests You’ve got all the food you need and with 6oz of freedom That’s a lot of time to think with very little space to grow I am, I am feeling lonely I am, I am in need of your company I wrote to you sometime ago I haven’t heard back but I’m wishing you well So we got some jobs at Mall-mart we put on our uniforms and went to the aisle and we took all of the fish that would fit under our smocks (our smocks) and we ran from the store and put them in a pond near Brookline and to this day they are a prosperous invasive species that killed all of the native fish Hey Beta can you tell me Are you living in the lap of luxury Hey Beta can you tell me Have you ever met your parents Hey Beta can you tell me How long has it been Hey Beta can you tell me (I am, I am) Are you living in the lap of luxury (feeling lonely) Hey Beta can you tell me (I am, I am) Why you killed and ate my baby frog (in need of your company) Hey Beta can you tell me How long has it been since you were even in a Dixie Cup
4.
Comply 04:52
I need this I need you to comply In spite of it all We’ve lost our self control To see things In a rational light In spite of it all We’re strangers to our demise We’re floating in space In a vacuum of hate In a fog of contradictions Pulling us nowhere You need this Come over to the light Can’t you see The sound in these neural blows Round after round Tearing us apart Can’t you see We’ll find new ways to fight We’re floating in space In a vacuum of hate In a fog of contradictions Pulling us nowhere And after all this time I have realized That I should look inside And find some light You fought I flinched Your hand Just missed It’s gentle caress On my heart On my heart And now we’re floating Floating Floating I’m floating
5.
There's some grounds in my coffee There's some grounds in my coffee There's some grounds in my coffee I think I'll treat them like tea leaves Swirling round in the bottom of the mug like a bad omen, which is not what I need I'm searching for a beacon Don't think I'll find one in this place But then you walk into my coffee shop And you're beaming You're beaming, and I think This is the worst day of my life I think I fell in love with you This is the worst day of my life How am I meant to write a song that's not a love song when I'm in love with someone like you? I've scoured the Earth at least a thousand years for you I've been to Hell and back with nothing to show but these ratty clothes and the holes in my shoes Been searching for you, baby and now you're here meeting my gaze Please believe me when I say my feelings aren't fleeting They're not fleeting... But honey, I've missed ya all these years Been dreaming of kissin' ya and now you're here We can fly round the world In a hot air balloon Launch a rocket to space Take a trip round the moon As long as we're back for that picnic by noon I'll write it down and crumple up as you walk out with your coffee cup Cuz this is the worst day of my life I think I fell in love with you This is the worst day of my life How am I meant to write a song that's not a love song when I'm in love with someone like you?
6.
Rococo Robot 04:54
You. You can’t stay here and chill with me Because you don’t know anything And if I ever led you to believe my lies, I’m sorry. I don’t know anything But I really wanted you to stay Until you caught me staring At that ornate outfit you’re wearing I don’t think I’ve ever seen you here before I don’t want to leave this place without you But you’re a robot and I’m a ghost Do you want to put your hand through me Just to feel my heartbeat? You. Would you stay and drink a beer with me And then you can paint me naked, maybe? I have a preference for pastels please don’t be shy We live for pleasure and I’ll give you everything You’re unlike any girl I’ve ever met You’re glowing You caught me staring At that organic smile so captivating I don’t think I’ve ever seen you here before I don’t want to leave this place without you But you’re a robot and I’m a ghost Do you want to put your hand through me Just to feel my heart...

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released June 1, 2023

Recording and Mixing: Nate Campisi @ Mr. Smalls Studio, Pittsburgh, PA
Mastering: Larry @ Mr. Smalls Studio, Pittsburgh, PA

Lez Paul are:
Kate Robson
Nina Santiago
Lauren Hughes
Paul Schillinger

All songs written and performed by Lez Paul.

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Lez Paul are a queer indie-alt band from Pittsburgh, PA. We're here to have fun in the sun and ensure the groove is always in your heart.

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